well if nothing else.. at least I got my Midol

"I never deleted your number out of my phone book" I deleted yours but the change never took.. You stopped and you paused and you said " I love you". and there my mind went. I hit play back and it said "I want you". And I remembered a time when you said baby shh I’ll do the work. And i fell with you under me into a sunrise so serene and the night’s sky turned to day and with that last breath on the love we made I hoped and prayed that forever we’d stay, that we’d be okay. And when I snapped back to reality you were still sitting in front of me. Holding my hand with hopeful eyes like wehn you were my man. And in just that moment I began to understand that I should never go down that road with you again. But how can I listen to my mind if my heart is being ignored? And does it ever heal when its still yours? What is the purpose of two people loving each other holding affections of a sister and brother? When I know deep inside theres a part of you there that wished for what I wished for you to be where? And I know deep inside of me that I wont change, because just like you I’ve become addicted to the game. So whats left is whatever whats right. Idk, but I hope I see you tonight.