Caged in frustration
Having nausaeated complications...
CAn sOmeOne bring me a GlaSS of water please?
I sat like a G
in my heart...sunken to my knees
in total disbelief.. how the fuck did this happen?
When did we get caught up in all the action
and just wanting the satisfaction... of
whipping someone's ass..
It happens..
but with every action there is a reaction
and I watched four walls seperating me from my dreams
seperating me from my screems that no one else could hear
Anxiety running threw me but not quite fear
Desperation for sanity I feel it coming near
A peace of mind finally to calm the storm
so much had went wrong in a fraction of two weeks
And all I wanted was for us not to speak..
EVER AGAIN.
its complicated when your "just friends"
that never fall into that realm of being just friends
of being just now and thens
or maybe later whens
he can make up his mind...
But it was all a matter of time
when the world of his dysfunction distruction and selfishness
would cause him embarrasment.
Construction of a foundation laid in play-doe..
Had let go years ago.
And came back.
And realized.. sometimes A good licking is all you really need.
Cuz nothing else he gave was enough to fit my needs
I only wish he had simply heard my pleads
to leave my mother alone.
Reviewing all the drama passing stones
pLayin back voicemail threatening tones
and text messages
and missed calls
and why the fuck wont u leave me alone.
Oh poPohO... dont run from the police
dont fight it on the streets
dont catch him in his sleep
or kill him in his sheets
the devil will do it for you
the devil will do it for you
and God may what he will.
Having nausaeated complications...
CAn sOmeOne bring me a GlaSS of water please?
I sat like a G
in my heart...sunken to my knees
in total disbelief.. how the fuck did this happen?
When did we get caught up in all the action
and just wanting the satisfaction... of
whipping someone's ass..
It happens..
but with every action there is a reaction
and I watched four walls seperating me from my dreams
seperating me from my screems that no one else could hear
Anxiety running threw me but not quite fear
Desperation for sanity I feel it coming near
A peace of mind finally to calm the storm
so much had went wrong in a fraction of two weeks
And all I wanted was for us not to speak..
EVER AGAIN.
its complicated when your "just friends"
that never fall into that realm of being just friends
of being just now and thens
or maybe later whens
he can make up his mind...
But it was all a matter of time
when the world of his dysfunction distruction and selfishness
would cause him embarrasment.
Construction of a foundation laid in play-doe..
Had let go years ago.
And came back.
And realized.. sometimes A good licking is all you really need.
Cuz nothing else he gave was enough to fit my needs
I only wish he had simply heard my pleads
to leave my mother alone.
Reviewing all the drama passing stones
pLayin back voicemail threatening tones
and text messages
and missed calls
and why the fuck wont u leave me alone.
Oh poPohO... dont run from the police
dont fight it on the streets
dont catch him in his sleep
or kill him in his sheets
the devil will do it for you
the devil will do it for you
and God may what he will.
