damn I'm so frustrated with this we've been talking since Feb still waiting for that first kiss that first time to reminiscence of all people I didn't think we'd end like this. they say ignorance is bliss but Ive been ignorant long enough time after argument I'm calling out ya bluff...saying fuck it.. I don't need him in my life fuck him... and my dreams of being wife. but with all the profanity i just cursed myself what hurts the most is u aint recognize my wealth and the bullshyt I'm dealt in my sleep calling out for your help
they are words spoken on deaf ears.. you was a magician damn near hoodinied my fears. and i remembered a time you told me you would be there to help me with anything i need whatever it be
so i developed this type of dependency looking for independence not to be free but to just be without you... and still exist. yet every day without you my heart does miss -the part of we- that special part of me that would co-exist so instead of wondering why i feel like this.. i lay in bed looking at your pictures
I look at your pictures i look at your pictures laying in bed still looking at your pictures....i look at your pictures
they burn a hole through my eyes its been long enough time to unmask the disguise
