and i was thinking it too
look me in my eyes
and say you dont want to?
I laugh cuz I recognize your tricks and the lil games you play
its sweet cuz I smile and laugh just the same
Saying all the things to make me want you again
but thats not your goal... Cuz were suppose to be "friends"
how long were you waiting since Feb 29th,
to hug me and hold me that tight?
and if we so wrong why’d that hug feel so right
you dont know how i wished for your body at night
and it wasnt just the sex it was you being there
it was me listening to your heartbeat
and feeling that you cared
it was my arms around you
and our legs intertwined
it was our fingers interlocked
your lips kissing mine
and both of us looking timid
holding on to the past
both of us wishing..
a part of it had last.
Yup I saw you thinking it
I was thinking it too..
then I laughed cuz I turned into you
I respect your gangsta
I respect your game
laughing the whole time knowin we one inda same
You played the shit outta me...
and i commend you for that
shyt my friends said it too
you thought about every lie and fact! lmao.. smh
I know you dont want me to..
but its okay im past it
So if you had the chance
to ask me and hear the response you wanted..
would you ask me, be happy and flaunt it?
Would you keep me next to your heart
kiss my lips like u wanted to?
how bout if i said i wanted you to?
and I know what your thinking..
"yea okay.. you running game"
But what if i said i wasnt.
would your response be the same?
We both did our dirt..
so really who’s to blame
Ive been waiting to pour my heart out to you
and rekindle that old flame
I was waiting for you to tell me you still cared
after I pushed you away, that you wanted to be there
I guess you werent the only one waiting since Feb29th
I loved you with all my life
I forgot what exactly I said..
I just remember the conversation was dead
I wanted you back again
Yup even then.. . .
We were fun when we were fun..
(I know you know what that means dont gil me lol)
maybe its for the best?
Because I love you
and well.. for you.
theres something about me and love in the same sentence..
lol.. its not that fucked up.
Maybe we should try our luck?
If God gave you a second chance would you take it?
If you had my heart again would you break it?
You can tell me if you want..
knowing you you probably will..
But what if we said "I want you still" ?
What if I made love to you tonight and made you say my name
Like I said.. I’m past it your not the one to blame..
Cuz the truth is my love.. we’re really one of the same.
So what you think of my poem honey?
