When did I become this person that can trust anyone?
When did your presence mean so much to me?
When did lies and deciet justifiy means for staying?
When did not seeing you justify for means of praying?
When did my heart drop in need of a sprain?
When did I decide I deserved this pain?
When did you realize that I should have let go?
When did you decide to make me say no?
When did what I want stop mattering?
You not all that great anyways...
So why cant I stop thinking about you?
AND the HURTFUL things you do?
Breaking the rules like a constant cycle of madness
When is enough enough and too much..
the end?
My heartache and fears my ending and begin.
So much time to decend..
This heart ache that you wish not comprehend.
