Okay so this was a funny conversation right?
It started with this guy that I like..(ed- not sure yet) . He apparently liked me for years and through all my tears of heartbreak that he's known me never quite phoned me but we hung out just the same his heart skipped a beat when he heard my name... (awwww aint that sweet?) NO, its not. Cuz as soon as we started going out he stopped. I watched him tell me whatever and do something else. He couldnt syfer through the feelings he felt for his ex dealt some complicating emotions... still contained by her devotions. and what does this have to do with me? Well hes not over her completely... so you see.. im just an extra variable in his equation of love that his chemistry has not quite balanced right. Which left me questioning myself through out the night. Why is is when I choose to let go and let God God chooses to let go. I saw myself with him all the way... but instead hes woken a new day.
What is it about me that repulses guys I care about?
My personality
My intelligence
My intellect
The way I dress...
That I cook.. (sometimes I clean)
My figure
G0 figure... my looks on their own
My temperment being so strong?
My ability to realize when I'm wrong?
What could possibly be wrong? Cuz all of these were reasons to try with me being so fly and his swagg on a 100 1000 100,000,000,000,000. Gazillions of shorties couldnt match my cool so what the hell is wrong with this fool!!!
It started with this guy that I like..(ed- not sure yet) . He apparently liked me for years and through all my tears of heartbreak that he's known me never quite phoned me but we hung out just the same his heart skipped a beat when he heard my name... (awwww aint that sweet?) NO, its not. Cuz as soon as we started going out he stopped. I watched him tell me whatever and do something else. He couldnt syfer through the feelings he felt for his ex dealt some complicating emotions... still contained by her devotions. and what does this have to do with me? Well hes not over her completely... so you see.. im just an extra variable in his equation of love that his chemistry has not quite balanced right. Which left me questioning myself through out the night. Why is is when I choose to let go and let God God chooses to let go. I saw myself with him all the way... but instead hes woken a new day.
What is it about me that repulses guys I care about?
My personality
My intelligence
My intellect
The way I dress...
That I cook.. (sometimes I clean)
My figure
G0 figure... my looks on their own
My temperment being so strong?
My ability to realize when I'm wrong?
What could possibly be wrong? Cuz all of these were reasons to try with me being so fly and his swagg on a 100 1000 100,000,000,000,000. Gazillions of shorties couldnt match my cool so what the hell is wrong with this fool!!!
