i told im im ready...
he said you ready for what?
i said what you think?
he said.. if i knew that i wouldnt be asking you..
so what are you ready for?
I thought..
Nigga im ready for the world.. Im ready for the flashing lights of New York City the magic boat rides around the island.. im ready for a new relaxer a fresh style and im ready for no more drama in my life.. im ready for you to act like you need a wife.. im ready for the next semester and all the joy and the pain.. im ready to look in your eyes and slow dance in the rain. im ready to feel the shower of God put its preacious blessings on my face while his plan takes over my heart and space. im ready for my life to be meaningful and abundant. im ready to appreciate what i have and learn to want it. im ready to let go of people who dont matter to me. im ready to let go of hatred, lies, deception and jealousy. im ready to work my ass of and get that 4.0 im ready to work my brain off and get low. im ready to work out get those abs looking tight. im ready to have someone hold me through the night. im ready to start my own club on campus. im ready to bring historical things back like a wolly mathus.. im ready to be the perfect grad school applicant. little did i know just how selective.. they can be. so i thought about what it all means to me.. using a psychology degree for clinical practice must be taking seriously.. no more tabu or bullshyting around. its time to lay the marble on the ground. im ready to write more million dollar songs.. im ready to do anything that my heart desires.. im ready to be the match to light your fire. just as gently ill be a wind to blow it out. and the warm sunlight to reflect about. im ready for hours of love making im ready for that envogue type soul shaking.. im ready to worry about the things that matter and throw my middle finger up to those that dont. im ready to do the things that she wont. im ready to be the best that i can be..
but instead i just said..
im ready to do me
