I want to get rid of the thoughts of you
Finally got my stuff back throught I was through
Looking out my window you have me feeling blue
Cuz I cant seem to get my mind off of you
No matter whom Im with or what we do
Reality hits me, that it isnt you.
I often think about my destructive ways
Never falling in love again for all of my days
Cuz you were the one my heart chose to stay
Love wasnt there, it left astray.
Im not sure if it was six months of truth or six months of lies
Its ashame what I’m doing to all these guys
My heart turned black cuz its bruised blue
laying next to people and still dreaming of you
For all the hurt and pain I should be through
I didnt understand what love could do
Nothing has changed and it never will
So why do i wish we were lovers still?
I wonder if to protect me you would still kill
and i think about it every night and day
wishing all these tears would just go away
Im hoping that the memories will fade away
Cuz you once promised you were here to stay
If not for tomorrow, maybe another day
