So casually condescending?

I appreciate the honesty
honestly
honesty was never your best quality
but i admired your sincere generosity
so off of me to be open from the start
couple train rides downtown you had my heart
and the sun turned black and the rest of the sky gold
you had my mind
but i was willing to give my soul
for you to hold something you never really cherished
but i was willing to give my soul
for you to hold.....
(you had my body)
but i was willing to give my soul
for you to hold

something you never really cherished.
(My nigga to watch the games with Relax and record me I'm famous!!!)
you were my sweet relish.... in the potato salad
the butter to my crab legs
the fucking reason "you the fucking best" ring tone played

Played? every thought and memory over that we shared
it wasn't nothing to the reality cold hearted despair
of invested congested mucus i mistook for gold
i say that but....
but i was willing to give you my soul
for you to hold
borrow
but wait....
you wanted to get to know me a little better and still confiscate.
what you never really cherished.


you told my insecurities that if and when the day arrived we were done
you'd let me know.
cuz before you'd ever hurt me.
you'd let me go.
And a quiet week later you said just so...
it'd be best if you didn't call this number no mo

I gave you more than just an assumption
but it seems like I made a bigger ass out of me
by the way you ended so casually
simultaneously to your warm skin in my dreams
but honestly
I appreciate your honesty
honestly
honesty was never your best quality
but still... I admired your sincere generosity

u kno... for being so casually and condescendingly honest.