Frustration.
Engulged me.
For the first time.
Rewind.
NOT the first time.
The second time I cried
I tried.
to play nice.... haha RIIIIIGGGHTTTT
Death engulfed my thoughts. THRICE
CHEWED.
Gargled.
Swallowed.
my rage.
I looked back at my page
with sanity escaping me.
Jesus dont forsake me?
How could a dumb atheas
envoke such movement?
Disapprovement.
was in his voice
NuNu told me I had the choice
my friends telling me dont take her voice
vocal chords are ten years to life
and talking shyt is her democratic right
Dumb Atheas.
Daddy said slick bitches dont stop
Especially ones that live for giving top
blood boiling says she should be shot
Sanity forsaking me.
And with tims on hair wraped
heat packed
I heard the sound of that gate clapped
remembering the cuffs tightened around my wrist
sitting in ten years off of "it was done" bliss
forever missing the sweetness of his kiss
the laughter of my children id miss
sleepover at the brother's to wake up to mommy
Family that loves me
Friends that care
All the reasons why I cant stay there...
Sanity forsake me.
insanity dont rape me.
The devil will do it for you.
The devil will do it for you.
The devil will do it for you.
And God may what he will.
And then I felt pitty for her
because she'd never kno what its like
to truly love the God in someone
or to be the only one desired
by the person she adores.
My life is her obsession.
Highlights her depression.
Mommy said not to call people ugly but..
I've had roaches prettier than her
with more purpose to life.
IMAGINE. Sanity forsaking me....
For someone who doesnt matter.
And then my heart smiled.
Engulged me.
For the first time.
Rewind.
NOT the first time.
The second time I cried
I tried.
to play nice.... haha RIIIIIGGGHTTTT
Death engulfed my thoughts. THRICE
CHEWED.
Gargled.
Swallowed.
my rage.
I looked back at my page
with sanity escaping me.
Jesus dont forsake me?
How could a dumb atheas
envoke such movement?
Disapprovement.
was in his voice
NuNu told me I had the choice
my friends telling me dont take her voice
vocal chords are ten years to life
and talking shyt is her democratic right
Dumb Atheas.
Daddy said slick bitches dont stop
Especially ones that live for giving top
blood boiling says she should be shot
Sanity forsaking me.
And with tims on hair wraped
heat packed
I heard the sound of that gate clapped
remembering the cuffs tightened around my wrist
sitting in ten years off of "it was done" bliss
forever missing the sweetness of his kiss
the laughter of my children id miss
sleepover at the brother's to wake up to mommy
Family that loves me
Friends that care
All the reasons why I cant stay there...
Sanity forsake me.
insanity dont rape me.
The devil will do it for you.
The devil will do it for you.
The devil will do it for you.
And God may what he will.
And then I felt pitty for her
because she'd never kno what its like
to truly love the God in someone
or to be the only one desired
by the person she adores.
My life is her obsession.
Highlights her depression.
Mommy said not to call people ugly but..
I've had roaches prettier than her
with more purpose to life.
IMAGINE. Sanity forsaking me....
For someone who doesnt matter.
And then my heart smiled.
