Fit Em and Wear Em

You never know someone else's problems in life
Where they've been or where they're going
The paths of their veins can only be
temporarily
showing
in the coldest of winter
and the hottest of sun
But never underestimate
if the battle is won
I could give birth to you
you'd be the hottest of son
wondering what you deserved
and why none of its come.
There was a time in my life
none of which was fun
that I depended on my cup
to release the demons I hung
Fighting toe to toe
with lies jealousy and hate
depicting a future when
attempting suicide could escape
counting "this is it" moments
with deep breaths as intervals
how many times in my life have I requested
it's a go?
When I can hold
on to
materialistic values,
prices for promiscuity ropes and towels
hope I have you
tied to my destiny
because my reflection
doesn't recognize this disguise on me
Who recently had a run in with the law last week
Particularly
a misdemeanor second degree
you can finger print
finger
and then come book with me
Never will I forget
the comfort that beget
on knowing there was something
worth more I haven't met
than orange inmate-tation vans
I could have kept
on my feet
if he didn't see more to me
purposely
I'm still here to fight a battle
but win the war with me
taking steps to greatness
to depend
on
please
cop me my right size
before sunrise
thicker thighs than brown eyes
will never again
compromise
the value of shoe laces
every step is a decision
to watch when you make it

Finding a moment's peace
In the moments when I was pleased
to be young and innocent
Virgin-tile by my knees
to sit in Payless ready for new school shoes
instructions for life
in the steps that they do
Fit Em and Wear em
Ready for the right size
Not to purchase them to big
and make sure its the right price
to
Fit Em and Wear Em