Margarita confessions

I don't play games I don't play hard to get But it's hard to get Why I'm filled with regrets Deceits and cheats broken ground beneath my feet I've crawled out of those dark places to find my face in the same slice of humble pie Love is the definition of insanity I'm white clothes straight jacket committed remained anxious as my vulnerability multiplied like mitosis from each kiss infectiously caressed my soft skin I can't begin to think why I've let you in to again feel alone in this place with no atten-tion I'm bewildered by the complications. I don't get it, yesterday you were here and we were in it and today by the end of the day you've simply left me. Dark rooms white walls in my mind all around You asked me to be your girl and it astounds me why I can't find you anywhere in my reality, you don't even exist anymore. I'm sweet like confection Tempted dark chocolate complexion Escaped the resurrection of a girl who believed that maybe love wouldn't punish her For the heartbeat bleeding forever on her sleeve