To you, for me

I had a moment in the inbetween
I fantisized a lullaby of strung
Hopes and dreams
Reflected in your eyes
Was everything I ever knew I deserved
And nothing I knew I needed
But I hesitated
Swift steps are sure to prove heartbreaks
Insecurity and faith often leap together
And I am no different
Persistence
That overwhelms my heart and mind
Like a dagger under my fingertips
Ive reached out and let my hand go
With nothing but a cool breeze
Left to echo my assumptions
If you must win....
The hands of time may rewind to intact that which was once broken
If I let hope in
Ive double stiched reason into broken seams
Where your withdrawal has hurt me deeply
And I would be your refuge from all storm
It would be easier to never feel
When im never sure how much you feel is real...